Friday, January 21, 2011

Two & Two = ?

    Well i think I'll start how I do withy my other blogs. Talk about how things have been going lately. Well, besides choking on Kasey's 10 footer and eating her rainbow jizz, the useeeee. I went back to walking at 2 m.p.h. in the hallway, so people push me around now. How fun. My english teacher was on her period today. (Technically yesterday cos' it's 12:14 A.M., but whatever.) I think she likes men. Well, the reason I came to blog was to "complain" as some of you FAGGETS would describe it. But no, just comeing to talk.
     So my dad was being gay as usual. He has this thing (I'm sure I've mentioned this before) were he doesn't want ANYBODY taking a shower as the same time he is. So he's making us take a shower when we get home from school or something like that... so fuck you. I'm still continuning my regular showering routine. Hmmm... my dad, what he relates to..!! Christianity. Wow, I got to this topic sooner than I expected. Oh well, I'll explain to you why I think it's so stupid. or pointless... cos' I think the Devil is real, so God must be real. How do I explain this...
     Well, for starters, the idea of some almighty being who created everything? Yeah, that's nice. They say that god is made out of "love" that he, he himself is "love". What kind of thing made of "love" creates things and sends them to a nevernding hell just cos' they didn't serve him when they were alive?? Ok, I bet that i'm losing you guys. Well, in the Bible it says that God already knows the life of the humans he makes before they're even in their mother's womb. So he'll know if they go to Heaven or Hell, to serve him, or not. For example, me, i'm one of those people who wants to live thier life to my own accord, not to what he wants me to. But my point on this was: He knew If I'm going to hell, so he went ahead and created me and pretty much, this being made of "love" can stand watching his creations just... burn in hell.
     *sigh...* This isn't working the way i wanted it to. I thought it would work out better and more understandable. But i guess not. I'll continue to try though.
     Also, it says that anything that happens on earth, he allows it to happen. so all this suffering and torture and shit, he allows. And he gets sad about all this when with the twitch on an eye, he could make it all stop. but he decides not to?? So this is either fake and some idiot made up this bullshit for no reason, OR it's real and beyond human comprehension (or, at least my comprehension). I think that if I had somebody to talk to this about I could go even further in detail. But I don't now, sooo... oh yeah!! I've been going to the same church for like 8 years so I know this stuff well. & I'm in the middle of a really good book called "Memnoch The Devil" (this is irelevant to what I just said.
    Wellp, nothing comes to mind now. I meant to speak more shit about my dad, but I don't think that's gonna work, cos' I'd feel bad, even though his stupid ass deserves it. Well, bye.
   

2 comments:

  1. I understood what you meant.(:
    It reminded me of this thing that Ligia told me at lunch one day. She said "I believe the zombie apocalypse is going to happen. In the Bible it says that the dead will rise when God walks on Earth." (Or something like that, lol.) So then I told her that it didn't make sense because if the dead people go to either heaven or hell, then how can they rise out of the ground? It just doesn't sense.
    And the Bible contradicts itself quite a lot because it is man made. Like "Thou shalt not kill" but it's okay to have mass genocide in the name of God. -_-"

    But I'm glad you're liking the book.
    :D<3

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  2. I can say stuff like that times 10, it just didn't come to my mind at the time (: .

    And the bible is just... forget that book.

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